Monday, January 18, 2010

Places I will never go.

Self says here you attempted suicide. 6 times?
Yeah. Maybe not six. I think they're exaggerating.
It says 3 times overdose. Suffocation. Stabbing yourself and Drowning.
Wow, that would be six.
So, would you explain those to me?
Well, I didn't like life. Why else would I try to kill myself?
Were they consistent attempts?
No. They were at different times. Mostly.
I didn't hate life all the time.
What made you no hate life?
Certain people?
Well, yeah. People in the general term make me want to die.
So, people make you want to live and want to die?
(Laughter)That is a bit of a contradiction.